mzsmiley's Blog

the black cloud hung over my head the moment I woke up. I folded clothes, washed them, dried them, folded them up again, argued with my mom which took alot out of me. Im in the process of house training my 8 month old puppy JK. He's a rottweiler mixed with german shepard. YES, he is HUGE! lol. I cooked and made everyone dinner, ran up and down the stairs like the little cinderella i am, except i know that prince charming wont be comming around me. no one in my family understands me. im pretty sure they want to but i wont let them. i played with my little sister today and she took it serious. she actually tried to choke me and i didnt try to fight her off. I wanted to die...i wanted to be gone..but like always, God keeps my ass here. I have no idea what he wants me on earth for. What purpose do I serve besides being my mom's live in maid? Im tired, emotionally. I can't think properly. Im becomming very clumsy and forgetful. but I have days like that. So, im going to attempt to clean the kitchen and maybe watch ghost whisperer. I love that show. And im trying to fight off the fact that I want a nice cold beer. I sing, so its not good for the vocal cords...

Okay....So, im in walmart with my mom and grandma and we're food shopping. those 2 women take forever! So, my grandma, who is a diabetic, needed something to eat because her sugar was going down. So we stop at the deli to get her something hot. No need for her to buy something just to have it microwaved or whatever. We're in line there is this tall man in front of us. I mean TALL. So me and mom are in the line while grandma is cruising around in one of those chair thingies..lol...Low and behold, I smell this awful smell. I look to my mom and she looks back at me and we had this telepathy thing goin. The dude smelled like BOOTY! he smelled like his BOOTY and someone else's BOOTY put together. So me and mom move to the far left. The smell is over there too. So mom was like forget it, we'll go to mcdonalds. Mom assumed the guy was infecting all the food. So, grandma is following with this WTF look on her face. We get mcdonalds and we're happy. Now, the second part. So we're on our way home and the whole time I had this bad feeling. We get to the door and my little sis, who's 15, tells us that one of her friends got into a fight. Now take into ur heads, her friend doesn't fight, doesnt like to fight. So my sister B tells me that L and R(the girl who doesn't fight) got into it. R didnt wanna fight L, so L followed R home and was beating on her back. Then L comes around R and punches her dead in her face. Now R is walking around with a knot the size of Texas on her forhead. my sis, B, was trying to get R away from L. So now R's dad is wanting to press charges on L cause R wasn't fighting back and L messed his daughters face up. Their whole issue is another blog on its own...